I find love in between my dads lips when he’s talking about space And in the cracks of my best friends heals in the winter time
big enough to fit 2 quarters
I find love in a good John Mayer song around a camp fire in the summer and in the calluses my feet develop from being bare on hot asphalt
I find it buried under 100 blankets in a freezing cold room and and in the way ginger ale tastes best when flying 10,000 feet up
I find love in fresh Thai food and summer night drives with the windows down and the music up and the impossibility of 10 and 2 because holding your hand is worth being the last thing I do
I find love in the tears that come along with the last 5 minutes of perks of being a wallflower and in the sequin sweater I got my sister for her 22nd birthday
I don’t find love in emptying the dishwasher or telling my dad I missed seminary again
And I don’t see it in between 6:00 and 6:30 am when my alarm goes off every 8 minutes
And I doesnt seem to show up on the plane ride back from a long vacation or in the smell of a sea food restaurant
But I think that’s okay
Once we die we don’t have a choice
Death has no strings
And as great as that sounds I think I’ll stick around here for a while
Because I don’t think I’ll ever get sick of cracked heals and callused feet